亲人

16 May 2011


最近的事一阵阵的风雨飘过，从你们的嘴中告诉给我知道
这一个星期多里面我也忙着读好我的书，但听到或看到一些不开心的事情
毕竟这一阵子都还在考试，但渐渐地出现不愉快的事
可说这几天我掉了不少许眼泪，因为发生的事令我很不开心
从当天说起，我和朋友晚上的时候去喝酒，一群人在一起那刻
然后和那个朋友聊聊下，突然就看起他很伤心，至是他开始说他心事起来了
但不久以来，他面色就慢慢地想留泪的感觉，但我一直有安慰他
他对我高谈起来这个话题，其实我不是很想和那么多酒，
但我那时好像把酒当作水一直拼命来喝下去，那时真的没感觉
我也觉得我自己那时皮肤一点痒或晕都没有，感觉上有点奇怪
不久了，就慢慢开始醉了起来，也是我第一次喝到那么醉
对不起，真的麻烦到你们，但我每一刻都是好在清醒着
你也不懂吧，我也看到你还在在意我，每当要见你的时候
我也很开心但我知道你还在意我的时候，我感觉到虽然变到不想以前的我们时候
但我一记起你对我说的时候，原来你还是有关心我的:)
总之有人在我面前哭泣起来，突然我都会默默地哭起来了，我知道我自己眼泪很浅
而且又是个心暖的人，其实我醉了哭泣那一刻，也不是完全你而掉少许眼泪
因为有一些私人发生事情而来哭泣了，那时全场一眼瞬间望着我们
真的有点尴尬，与知懂有点不爽
重点又来到这儿，我去探望我婆婆的时候，看到我亲人为她流了不少眼泪
而轮到自己又开始流泪了起来，为何要这样呢？
一看她那一刻，我心情渐渐地低落了，也许听见医生所说的话：心理准备（我们）
我领走从医院出来的时候，我婆婆告诉我：等她好了，我去你家玩
但等待时间真的有机会？我就勉强笑着来说：好的，你一定会来
那个笑容也是我不开心的样子，因为我不想她看到我们这样:(
然后又去安老院探望我公公，但这次我看他越来越肥了，他又问候他老婆的事了
突然他又责怪自己，哭着来打他自己~那一刻我心真的很DOWN
都过了那么久的事，为何要对他自己自作自受呢？
哎哟，给我们看到，都是在生活伤心己辛苦带过
谁会明白我在想什么，有谁会明白我现在的感受？

I'm be your side here, if u all know ~

11 may 2011

微風在面前飄過~
矇矇的把整几个月的回憶輕輕的牽著，往著那不知明的地方飄去。整几个月，有你的回憶占了三分之二…
所謂的回憶，其實一轉眼就能像一陣風那樣很快給忘記掉~
我是這麼想，你也應該是這麼想。

可是，你不會知道原來其實有些回憶會鑽進你右腦深處然後偷偷的寄存了下來~
時不時在你不經意的時候跑出來敲敲你的記憶，讓你根本沒辦法去防~

你從不知道這份情在於我到底有多深，皆因我也不曉得~
但自己清楚知道的是沒有別的感覺來得比這份重，所以我只能說是很深

可現在我連在遠遠窺看你生活的資格也被奪走了，連能靜靜關心你的機會也慢慢消失了~

新的一天~未必有新的開始…
祈求得不到甚麼回應，
因為你從不知道，也沒辦法知道~
有這麼一點點奢求你能察覺到，卻又沒有那麼一點點勇氣讓你發現到~

这一阵子，也发生少许的事情，刚聆听我亲爱的婆婆进了医院
昨晚，幸好她家对面的邻居看到她跌倒，与遇到贵人求救那刻，但她人还没清醒
连亲爱的人也认不出，动也动不了，我的心渐渐地低落了起来，我很想去探望她
但离我遥远而去，我超担心所谓的她，我可以尽快看到她么？
阿婆，每当我和与你们的回忆，怎么一个一个都是这样发生起来，真希望她没有事
我也祝她可以变以前的她那样，吃的喝的那刻，我很想念她煮的汤元~
可说美味的一回，什么时候听见，我心酸了起来，也想要流泪的感觉

even you are my good memories,but keep save for it all true heart
don't go away don't go away, I'm be right now from you
drop cry not be always when you know it matter
I'll be your side here for future lives :)

@@

6 April 2011


我的天啊~生病两天了，真的很辛苦，昨天差点晕，幸好有人扶我
吃什么就呕什么，全身没力，连走路讲话也没力~
我也没折磨自己，何必我生病那么辛苦的@@可以快点好吗？
谢谢我朋友那么关心我，对不起这一阵子没什么心情~
我选择了，我就会做到，对不起，我真的接受不了任何一个男生！
当我什么也好，我真的不行了~！我也会等待他~用我所说的话！
我也会靠自己实力，争取每一样我所爱的东西~
我会做我自己好的本分，去争取你，也不会放弃你
我所说的话，无论你有没有看到，我都可以在你面前说我心里话~
我也会等你！

Memory~

Singapore trip photo

28 0ct 10

Just back from Kl here 4 day already,

I went to going Singapore and Johor Bahru4day 3 nite

Because i longtime didn't go there already,

s0 i go singapore trip and went to my cousin wedding

relax and enjoy a few day,My cousin wedding at marina mandarin hotel..

that hotel atmosphere badly,high level and feeling comfortable romantic.

Although all delicious f0od was expensive,but some f0od not nice..^^

Imma very joyful that day, got many people attend from cousin wedding

First time,I saw with my auntie so pretty that time,

but not same weekday like that.

After my auntie make up already,become other people that..

Woo,It's pretty.Well done !!

After then,I also went to visit some place and eat many delicoius

seaf0od..Singapore are beautiful place, cause longtime didn't going there already.

I 'm miss there so much,I don't wanna back Kl ,

but anyway next time go there again..

Oh yeah!! It's still got chance..

Long to memories story,so hard telling for you all how to ownself be cheerful.

But i so happy life recently .

H0wever,I don't think so much :D be a happy girl always

Actually, i with you are grow up together, so less contact opposite side..

Should you live t0o far, last time i concentrate to listen it,

suddenly intimidated in myself,

don't kn0w you why will said it like that,What should i do?

But n0w i still don't kn0w you thinking about what,

just bless god get what thing for me future

When i saw with your girlfriend,also don't kn0w reason,

feeling keep quiet and sour abit.

Feel strange that s0meone,perhaps you are my lovely .

I don't think told many thing,

hope our will be comprehend opposite side currently.

Lastly

Just put a lot of photo

from singapore trip only

Miss you

无言~

21 Sept 10
天色突然渐渐的黑暗了起来，就快要下雨了。
我一个人寂寞的在写部落格着，觉得很害怕，但是我一直播着宽恕这首歌><
因为我超喜欢听这首歌~很有意思的歌词。
我很需要的他陪我，但有可能么？
我做任何东西，我依然很想念他~
我很想抱着他每一刻每一秒，我也不会放弃他=（
我会默默的等待他~


听雨的声音，一滴滴清晰，
他的呼吸像雨滴渗入我的爱里。
真希望雨能下不停，让我想继续，让爱变得透明~
我爱上他给自己的勇气，让爱继续沿走下去~
窗外的泪滴，一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气像储存爱他的记忆一样，让我遇见他是生命中的唯一个~
真希望能一步一步的望前走，能一直延续我相信将有一天会看见彩虹的美丽。


他常在我爱里，我爱他~

Nothing..

5 Aug 10

Are you okay? At sch0ol treat you so boring..

Haiz , Everyday i see than you gonna go died ..

I don't think h0w to telling for all friend here..

If you recognize her, you will be kn0w her anymore..

When i graduate .. Currently i won't saw with you..

S0rry, We are don't think saw with you always~

All also wanna died,when saw with you..

Like that shit l0ok! Calm down in myself~

Oh yeah~ I don't think said with her again here,

so tired and make me so angry n0w ~

Nothing to specially recently..

Damn boring again ^^

I don't kn0w ownself h0w..

I also no think t0o much ~

Just miss him so much only..

May I said BYe BYE~

2 Aug 10

0H yeah ! All friend you are welcome t0 my bl0g~

This picture is my new style hair recently..

Cause I cut my hair already on last week..

Thank's all friend got view my blog here !

Although i no always post new letter at here,

anyways i will get anyone kn0w me h0w life recently..

My emotion also remove well already n0w,

same to no thinking about what lately..

I kn0w ownself naive and simple bef0re,

so easy to believe anyone of things..

But n0w i want change my Character,

Don't become f0olish a girl again 1..

Trying in my all best..

Keep it up on ZHEN ZHEN..

I'm sure can get it..

Last, Thank's my brother remind by me..

I 'm will remember it, don't think t0o much..

Nothing t0 special in my life..